yakin tha ek din tujhko bhi mohobbat hogi

ye pyari si poem shona k liye ..... un 6 mahine ke papad ke liye jo maine bele the....
aakhir mujhe yakin tha ki tumhe bhi mohobbat hogi.




Yakin tha ek din tujhko bhi mohobbat hogi
In aankho.N ko mere deedar ki chahat hogi

Kaati hai bahot raate.N hum ne yuNhi tanha
Aaj ke baad fir kabhi na shab-e-furkat hogi

Teri baaho.N meiN simat jaane ki khwaahish
Aake sine se lagaalo mujhko to inaayat hogi

Paaoge saath mujhe har mod, har kadam par
Jab kabhi mahesus tujhe meri jaroorat hogi

Ulfat-e- iqrar gar kar lo bhari mahefil meiN
Mere sanam mujhe fir na koii shikayat hogi

usne use bhi wahi naam diya........

mere hi ek purani kalam se inspired hai ye.....nazm....
"jagah nahi badli unke intezaar ki ..par ab log wahaan naye aate rahe"....
aisa hi kuch manzar dikha meri aankhon ke saamne kuch dino pehle...bas to usi ki yaad me pesh hai ...



Kudrat ne na jaane kyon ek ko maikada tamaam diya
To kissi aur ke haanthon main bas ek khaali jaam diya

Baat kuch khaas nahin ki khizaan ne kayi zulm dhaaye
Fasl e bahaar ne bhi muskuraa kar mujhe zukaam diya

Bhuul kar waajibaat ko apne meine mohabbat nibhaayi
Na puuchiye mehbooba ne wafaaon ko kya inaam diya

Mann main saji thi yaad e mehboob baDi hi hifaazat se
Dil ko manaa ke har ek yaad mitane ka usse kaam diya

Koyi karz baaki na raha mere umr daraazi ka, Zindagi...!
Moti bikhraa kar ankhon ne tumhein dugnaa daam diya

Ahad o paimaan ke daaman thaam ke jeena hai mushkil
Zehn main yaha baat aayi to khud ko meine ilzaam diya

Jahan se mere fanaa hone ki khabar kal mile ya na mile
Meri shayri ne aaj bhi mere zinda hone ka payaam diya

Bhuule se bhi na pukaregi tujhe "J...." kehkar "Jubin"
Sunaa hai apne naye mehboob ko uss ne yahi naam diya

Happy Birthday Sonam "MITTAL"

i've known her since college ...she's my Junior :) ....we clicked the day we met... we had a good bonding throughout college...thanks to social networking sites we're still in touch ....
i may not be having a special place in her life but for me she'll always be "miss Mittal"
i used to always tell her ...marry me....(just coz her last name was MITTAL) ...ah those were the days ...anyways ...
its her birthday today and i just wrote a poem for her....
wishing you a happy birthday................hugs...and well wishes ......
love ...............Jubin ....................

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

Instead of counting candles,
Or tallying the years,
Contemplate your blessings now,
As your birthday nears.

Consider special people
Who love you, and who care,
And others who’ve enriched your life
Just by being there.

Think about the memories
Passing years can never mar,
Experiences great and small
That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,
So cut your cake, and say,
"Instead of counting birthdays,
I count blessings every day!"-----------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya..............

"i have never done anything wrong" - S......

sometimes it does happen.....kisi ke baare me aap shaam se sochte ho aur achanak der raat 12 baje aapki unse baat ho jati hai ....
isi tarah kal meri bhi baat hui unse ...haan raat ke 12 baje hi .....
baaton baaton me unhone zikr kiya ki ...."would you please pray for me"...mera to jaise dil hi baith gaya ....dhadhkane ruk gayi .....poochne par unhone bataya ki ..."everythings going wrong with me ..." unhe chot aayi ....etc etc ...
"i have never done anything wrong to anyone...i dont know why is this happening"....
bas yahi baat pe maine kuch likh liya pesh hai unki nazar
unki wahi pyaari si sehmi si awaaz sunkar main rok na saka apne jazbaaton ko......is ghazal me hamesha ki tarah....ek toote hue kacche pakke marasim(relationship) Ke tukde numaya hai ....
jinke liye likha hai wo samaj jayenge ......



Teri har baat khayalon mein sambhaali main ne
Apne jeene ki koi vajah nikaali main ne.

Tujh se milna to nahin theek meri dost magar,
Teri awaaz se pehchaan bana li main ne.

Oas ki boond sa pakeeza hai apna rishta
Phir bhi kuchh log to samjhenge khata ki main ne.

Apni shaamon ki udaasi se kaho,mujh se mile
Dil mein rakkhi hai jagah thodi si khaali main ne.

Zindgi tujh ko kisi gum se milaaye na kabhi
"S......."har waqt yahi ek dua ki main ne.

Meri Ghazal se bani kitaab ho tum

meri aur ek kalaam mere chaand ke tukde ke liye ...kaafi arse se main jo kuch bhi likhta hu na jaane kis karan se usme dard chalakne lagta hai ...is maar jaan booj kar ye koshish rahi meri ki ek romantic poem likhu meri shona ke naam ek choti se koshish hai ..padh ke bataiye kaisi lagi peshkash


Meri chahat, mere khayal -o- khwaab ho tum
Bas ek chhahu jise main behisaab, ho tum

HusN aur Ishq ke rango.N mein saji ho aise
Khudaa ki kudarat ho, ke lajawaab ho tum

Baharo.N mein bikhri hai yeh khushboo teri
Phoolo.N ki mallika ho jaise gulaab ho tum

kya karoge tum mujh par yakin gar ye kahu?
adaa mein jiski hai nasha, sharaab ho tum

chah na rahi mujhe kisi aur bhi daulat ki
Pass mere jab tum ho, ke aaftaab ho tum

Qarar dil ka churana, kya hunar ho samajhti?
O’ neend chhuranewali, bahut kharaab ho tum

Kabhi suljha sa, kabhi uljha hua hi sahi
Dil meiN dabe har sawal ka jawaab ho tum

Waraq waraq jiska bas ishq bayan karta hai
Meri tamam Ghazal se bani kitaab ho tum . . . . .

Humko Milna Tha Juda Hona tha....

Afsaane ghul gaye mere lafzon me,To phir Shayri ho gaye hain,Main kehta hu tu suna kar,Tujhe mehsoos ho ki mukammal zabaan-e-ishq ne tarasha hai tera mera afsanaa aur dekh Main shayar ho gaya hu or tera ishq mera hunar ho gaya hai….
Ho gaya ye magar hua kaise? Kho gaya dil magar gaya kaise? raat me neend se jaaga to laga,teri awaaz suni ho jaise ,Talash maine tujhe is tarah se kiya, Tu mujhe dhoondh raha ho jaise,

Chaand ne mujhko is tarah dekha, Tu use dekh raha ho jaise………!




Mujhko malum hai ye hona tha
Humko milna tha juda hona tha

Haan mujhe khaak hi me milna tha
Ek patthar ko khuda hona tha
Humko milna tha juda hona tha

Aaj barsaat jum ke aayi hai
Dil ka koi zakhm hara hona tha
Humko milna tha juda hona tha

Dard mera baatein hai kare mujhse
Mere zakhmo ko jubaan hona tha
Humko milna tha juda hona tha

Chot khaayi hai baar baar maine
Mujhko girna tha,khada hona tha
Humko milna tha juda hona tha

Tu bhi mujhse hi, dil laga baitha
Haathon tere qatl-e-wafa hona tha
Humko milna tha juda hona tha

Chot khaate aur chup bhi rehte "Shoonya"
Kaam ye humse kahaan hona tha
Humko milna tha juda hona tha

one of my best ...........

Ek choti si baat ko fasaana banaa diya

Guruur me khud ko, zamaana bana diya?

Kis shiddat se ki, humne ibaadat teri,

Tune to ek khel, dil ka lagaana bana diya!

Kya mile deewanon se, ab kehte hai,

apne diye hue marz ko, bahaana bana diya?

Doobne ko chullu bhar hi kaafi hai tere,

Apne aasuon ka gar paimaana bana diya!

Na bhoolne denge teri bewafai tujhe,

Teri galiyo se roz ka aana jana bana diya!

Sharmaate the kabhi humaare naam se,

Ab ye alam hai ki hume falaana bana diya!

Uske maikhane se nikalte pyaase bahot,

Mukabil uske, apna sharab khana bana diya!

Mohabbat ki ghazal ki ab gunjaish nahi,

Dil ki har aah ko ishq ka taraana bana diya!

Har war huaa hum par dhoke se dostoN,

Piith pe bhi ab dil ka ek nishaana bana diya!

Dard-e-dil ka kya pata, na ghar, na chain,

BotaloN me tuute dil ka thikaana bana diya!

Tanha ratoN ko sitam aur taare ginte haiN,

Is roz ke khel ko dil kaa behlaana bana diya!

Jang jaari hai dha.Dkanon aur sannate me,

Maut ki ummid ko hi jiina-jilaana bana diya!

Log kehte haiN naadaan hai ye bechaara,
Nahi jante thokroN ne kitna sayaana bana diya!
- - - - -Ek Simat ta Shoonya ~ ~ ~

Wo havaaon ki tarah ruKh ko badal lete hain

Chale gaye hai mausam aaNkhoN se ashq ban kar.. faisle hai saamne khade har pal ka aks ban kar.. tum aane jaane ka ye silsila chor do.. gham ke raastoN pe mujhe mod do… teri salamati main sukooN paa lounga kahiN .. mujhse apna har naata tod do… ki tumhe chah thi jis aashiyane ki .. bas dil maiN gad gaya hai naksh ban kar… aur faisle khade hai saamne.. pal pal ka aks ban kar… Dhal hi jaate hai mausam aaNkhoN se ashq ban ke …



Dost milte hain yahan, dil ko dukhane ke liye
Ungaliyan rakhte hain wo, hum pe uthane ke liye

Kya kasoor unka ye ik rasm chali aayi hai
Tohmatein hoti hi hai duniya mein lagaane ke liye

Nakhuda maan ke baithe hain jinki kashtii mein
Wo hamein maujon mein laaye the Dubaane ke liye

Wo havaaon ki tarah ruKh ko badal lete hain
Hum naseebon se lade the jinhe paane ke liye


-------------------------------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya--------------------------------

Sapna.......

just spoke to a lovely friend of mine....Sapna...
she is there in the US.....and aaj bahut dino baad baat hui us se
phone rakhne pe ehsaas hua ...ke itne saal jab ham saath the to i never told her how important she was to me ....and now when she's thousand of miles away i feel a sudden vaccum in my life.......
this poem is just to appreciate our friendship
this is in english as sapna doesn't enjoy reading hindi literature :)

You are the special one
With whom I needn't pretend
You're always there when I need you
Just like a proper friend

I didn't think I'd trust anyone
The way that I trust you
But you have this way about you
And know how to get through

I've told you things I've only thought about
Of silent dreams I couldn't let out
Of life, emotions and trivial things
Such things of which happiness brings

I tell you if I am sad, or simply just confused
You're always there to listen, but never to be used
You tell me your secrets and what you're going through
You're always there for me as I am for you

Your friendship is a special gift
A lifetime it will last
Look to the future now and never to the past
New people you will meet, and many things you will do
But never forget me, because I'll never forget you.

Thanks sapna........we all love u
take care :) be in touch

Jubin Joshi

Misaal-e-Ishq......

chand lafz pesh hai aapki khidmat.........kuch bikhre hue halaat ke tukde numaya hai is ghazal me.....



tanhaa hai meraa Dil bayaaN kaise karoo
tu mujhko bhulaa ye gumaaN kaise karoo

tamaam shehar ki nazareiN hai meri chaukhat pe
maiN tere ishq ka elaan jaaN kaise karoo

zamaana pyar ki parwaaz ka dushman niklaa
hawayeiN tez hai unchi udaaN kaise karoo

toot ke Dil bikhar gayaa hai kaanch ki tarha
mai is toote hue ghar ko makaaN kaise karoo

tera ahsaan e mohabbat chukaaunga kaise
Qarz karna hai adaa meharbaaN kaise karoo

bad tere pareshani ne mujh ko ghair liaa
ab apni mushiklo'N ko mai aasaaN kaise karoo

hawaa k rukh pe Diya jal raha hai roz-o-shab
misaal-e-ishQ hai meraa bayaaN kaise karoo...................
---------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya-----------

A Special Mention

well.....when we bought the car on ganesh chaturthi
we thought that this year ...ganpati bappa will bless us too by coming to our home as well
but things happened in such a fast pace we couldn't make the arrangements
so my mom and dads wish to make ganpati bappa arrive in style in this epitome of luxury.
so my close friend Jay came to the rescue
he said "visarjan is gadi me hoga "
and bang ....my mom and dad were excited
ke chalo agar bappa isme aa nahi sakte to kam se kam jaa to sakte hai :)
and thats how
the Visarjan was carried out in my car....

Thanks to Jay Desai and family with whom we share an association from around 20-30 years.

with all my excitement
all i can say is "Ganpati bappa morya"
phudchya warshi...aamchya ghari pan ya "

The 3 Pointed Star

years of waiting,tensed,sad moments....Later
what i finally manage to arrange for me ....is nothing but a piece of sheer elegance and luxury
a object of status, as people say the 3 pointed star :)
yes i've bought a car for myself
its been one of my specific searches...
this car drives like a dream and the comfort is unmatched to even the best selling sedans of today
this beauty of mine is in pristine condition and holds insane sentimental value for me being my first MERC ! !
ya dnt be surprised its a Mercedes Benz E250D 1997 Model Fully loaded
attaching pics for you ....see it to believe it

Thanks to Lord Ganesha & mom dad & the makers of Merc :)

For my dear friend ( SAPNA)

she's there in the US...we couldn't even meet...i was out of bombay ...so it wasn't possible to meet before she flew....
so many years have gone by of our friendship ....and i've always troubled her someway or the other...never have i told her how much i love her ...how much i care for her....and now when she is gone...i feel i sudden vaccum in my life....pehle jab wo yahaa thi to ek ehsaas tha ke sapna yahi par hai ..she's just a fone call away .....but nw..................
here is a small poem to tell her everything what i haven't told in so many years........

love

I feel the time is getting close,
when we will have to part.
i'll show that i'll miss you,
with last words from my heart.

We must be dreaming,
for it has gone to fast.
the time we have spent together,
will soon be in our past.

I'll forget this day is coming,
today i stand here.
trying to tell you,
how much i really care.

We'll go our seperate ways,
and i'll make it if i try.
just hold on to our memories,
say never, say goodbye!!!

Ek Simat ta Shoonya.....................................

Halka Halka sa suroor (shona)

Woh raat bhi ajeeb thi, jab dekha ek chehra khwaab mein
Woh ishq tha mera ya ke jaam ka, suroor halka halka

Kya husn tha mere mehboob ka, kya ishq laajawaab
Khuda ne bhi bakhsha hai, use noor halka halka

Na raatein kat ti hain unki, na din ko chain aata hai
Hua toh unko bhi ishq ,hai zaroor halka halka

Ishq ki intehaa ye hai ke ab main sochta hu har pal
Kaise woh hamare ho, hoke majboor halka halka

Na koi janta aur na pehchanta tha hame koi
Unse naam judne se, hua Mashoor halka halka

Dekh ke mera Deewanapan, wo muskurate hain
Husn pe wo mera chaand, hai magroor halka halka

Woh khoye rehte hain khayalo mein, Uljhe se sawaalon mein
Hua unko hai ab ishq, hamse huzoor halka halka

Khamoshi hai ab baato mein, Tanhai meri raato mein
Hame bhulane ka chadha, unhe fitoor halka halka

Na koi milta hai hamse na koi yaad karta hai
Banaya hai yeh unhone, 'Jubin' dastoor halka halka

Khudaya maaf karde tu, jo ki maine koi khata
Kisiko chahna hi mera,hai kasoor halka halka.....................

...........................Ek simat ta Shoonya..............

Shona..........tumhare liye.........

this is for my shona again............


Kisi ke yadooN ka chaaya mujh par khumaar haiN
Ke dil keh raha hai, ho gaya tujhko bhi pyaar haiN

Meri dhadkano me samayi jaa rahi hai woh
Ke ab mere dil par mera bacha na koi ikhtiaar haiN

Na reh paata hu maiN bin uske ek pal ko bhi
kaise kahu bin uske ye zindagi suni haiN,uzaar haiN

Haal-e-dil apna kaheta hoon usko har Ghazal meiN
woh kyun na samjhe apna to yehi lafz-e-izhar haiN

aab furkat mein si lagne lagi hain mujhko zindagi
khuda.... lamha-lamha bad raha ye kaisa intezaar haiN

uff kaisi ajab si halat kar gayi haiN woh dilnashi teri
Ke log keh rahe "Jubin" tu ishQ mein hua bimaar haiN