Yaad Beete Dinon ki Dilaate ho kyun ?

yaad beete dinon ki dilaate ho kyun
main bahut ro chuka, ab rulaate ho kyun

kab ye maine kaha hai, ho tum bewafaa
apni majburiyan tum bataate ho kyun

gar nahin ho kisi ke gunahgaar tum
apna munh is jahaan se chupate ho kyun

kya milega tumhe raakh ke Dher se
Khaak me mujh ko aakhir milaate ho kyun

surkh hai Khoon-e-dil bhi mera, aye sanam!
apne haathon me menhdi lagaate ho kyun

laut kar apne ghar bhi na main jaa saku
saaqiya! mujhko itni pilaate ho kyun

dekh kar mujh ko kehtaa hai ye, aaina
aankh nam hai to fir muskuraate ho kyun

doston ki tarah mat milo, Thik hai
dushmano ki tarah pesh aate ho kyun

jab aye "Shoonya" hua tum se voh bewafaa
tum bhi apni taraf se nibhaate ho kyun.?.....

-------------------------Shoonya..............

i want to be needed

less words more feelings

here i am, at the beginning of the new year 2011 with nothing special to do, nothing special to think of, nothing special to belive into.

"Zindagi mujhse kehti hai hardam udaas mat rahiye
main kehta hu mujhe ek wajah to de hasne ke liye...

i'm trying hard to overcome this sadness but i can't.
maybe its her face....her voice...her eyes...i don't know what it is but i can't forget her....
to celebrate this sadness of mine...on the year end...i wrote a few couplets

do read and let me know how they are......

har ek saans mein tu uska dhyan rehne de
main khud se ladata rahun, itni jaan rehne de

har waqt uparwale se meri ladai rahegi isi baat par ke...kam se kam wo mujhe bata kar to jati..aaj bhi kai sawaal hai jinke koi jawaab nahi....aur ab jawaab mil sake uske koi asaar nahi par khair meri to ladai chalti rahegi...

labon par hasi aankho me do char ashq bhi hain,,,,
aaj unhe shayad kisi ne hasa kar rulaya hai.....

kabhi hum inhe hasaya karte the ...kabhi rulaya karte the......aaj koi unko itna hasa raha hai ki hasi se aansu aa gaye hai unki aankhon me....kabhi ham isi muskaan ki wajah the bas yahi soch kar tasalli de dete hai ...

ek naam kya likha tera shahil ki rait par
fir umr bhar hawa se meri dushmani rhi…

hawa se aaj bhi meri dushmani isi baat pe rahi ki wo tumhara naam mita gayi.....

Use Main Yaad aAta Hoon Magar Fursat Ke Lamhon Me "jubin"
Magar Ye Baat Bhi Sach Hai Use Fursat Nahi Milti

kabhi yunhi sochta hu ke kya wo mere bare me sochte honge....
fir ye bahana bana kar dil ko samjha leta hu ke shayad unke paas fursat na hogi mere liye...


Pichle Baras Tha Khauf Ke Tujhe Kho Na Doon Kahin,.
Ab Ke Baras Ye Dua Hai Ke Tera Saamna Na Ho,


jab tak baat bigdi na thi ek khauf tha tumhe khone ka...tumhari ek faisle ne meri zindagi ka pehlu badal diya....
ab isi baat ki dua karta hu ki aane wale saal me tumhara saamna na ho...