and then it rained....Again.......

well this one is just another poem ........ of a rainy day.......when i met her...and when she left......
would seriously like to see your comments on this........

On a rainy morning,When the sun was hiding
I was out in the open,Drenched from top to bottom

My love had asked me to meet
Our usual place in the field
Behind the wind mill....Under the cedar tree

It was a lovely place...Near the quiet lake
Where the lovebirds met
When the sun is about to set

But nobody was there today
Just the rain and me...Been waiting the whole day
but she had never been late

Then She came running
i reached out and pulled her to me
She was breathing heavily....Her eyes were watery

She then moved away
And opened her wet hands
She gave me the chain....I gave her on our first date

I looked in her eyes...And she looked in mine
I understood what she didn't say
She realized, turned, ran away

I stood there for hours
Holding my heart in my hand
I didn't know how to cry...For with her I always smiled

I thank god it rained
Oh I just love the rain
for It hid my tears,...It hid my pain

That day that rain
those tears and that pain
The rain stopped then....but in my eyes it still rains


--------------------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya-------------------

wo jaate jaate.....

sagar se surahi takrati.....badal ko paseena aa jata.....
tum zulf zara bikhrati ....sawan ka mahina aa jata..........


Wo jaate jaate mujhe shayar bana gayi,
Dil me chupe us dard ke ehsaas ko phir jaga gayi.

Dekha tha ek haseen khwaab us se mulaqaat ke baad,
Aankhon mein base us khwaab ko dekho phir jala gayi.
Wo jaate jaate mujhe…….

Mai ye samjha tha ke taqdeer hai wo meri ,
Un kismat ki lakiron ko lo aaj phir wo mita gayi.
Wo jaate jaate mujhe…….

Koi saugaat to us se kabhi na mili thi mujhe ,
Bas ek tasveer thi dil me uski,wo bhi chura gayi.
Wo jaate jaate mujhe…….

Ubhara tha mai kitni muddatton mein jahan se,
Us gam ke samandar me mujhe phir se dooba gayi
Wo jaate jaate mujhe…….


Jee raha tha mai khwaabon ke us jahaan mein,
Mujhe haqeeqat ka ye manjar lo phir dikha gayi.
Wo jaate jaate mujhe…….


Toda tha dum kisi shayar ne kabhi uski shayari karte karte ,
Uski laash ko kitni muddatton baad kambakht aaj wo dafna gayi.
Wo jaate jaate mujhe……

happy birthday ritu...........

hey ritu ....though a bit late but as promised a birthday poem for you............(2 poems actually)

god bless u take care .............
Janamdin Mubarak
- Ek Simat ta Shoonya....

khaab khushiyoN ke tumhaari palkoN meiN sajte raheiN
roz daaman meiN tumhaare gul naye khilte raheiN

ghum ka sehra ho ya ho tanhaaiyoN ki baarisheiN
aap har mausam meiN, hai meri dua ..haste raheiN

dostoN ki dostii pe fakR kariye aur kabhii
ho sake to dushmanoN ko muaaf bhi karte raheiN

kaun jaane kis ghadi meiN zindgi ki shaam ho
achha ho aap hum se aur hum aap se milte raheiN

aapki khwaish rahe shaamil duao meiN meri
silsile apni mulaqaato ke yuN hi chalte raheiN

apne saaye meiN salaamat aapko rakhe khuda
aur mubaaraQ aapko hum janamdin kahte raheiN
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Be the Change
- Ek Simat ta Shoonya.....

I feared being alone,until I learned to like Myself.
I feared failure until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try.
I feared success until I realized that I had 2 try in order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life until I experienced its beauty.
I feared death until I realized dat it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule until I learned how To laugh at myself.
I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future until I realized that life just kept getting better.
I feared the past until I realized dat it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light until I learned that the truth would give me strength.
I feared change, until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly
had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.
-------------------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya.-----------------

once again

its 12:30 in the night .... its calm all around... the atmosphere is all filled with aroma's of the soil after the rains.....
i'm the car with my friend Jay after a drive ...slow music going on...and as usual we're discussing ...about reason for my poems.... the girl....jay also had a war of words with his Ex .... as usual there are no answers to several questions....just past memories .... we head home...and i begin to wonder... my life used to be so easy going before....then as usual i scribble somelines and come up with another set of words which some how again connects with ...........u know......this poem is also in connection with the unanswared question in jay's life.....



Tere aane se pehle humari zindagi me,
teri woh dilkash muskarahat na thi.

Lekin tere jaane ke baad jo aaj hai,
Kam se kam meri ye halat na thi.

Mana Maut se to tab bhi na darte the,
magar is tarah maut ki chahat na thi.

Tune to bhula diya hume humari muflisi pe,
Lekin tujhe bhulaane ki humari haisiyat na thi.

ujaad mujhe jab basa rahi thi apna jahan,
Us waqt kya tere dil me ghabraahat na thi ?.

Tod to diya tune mera yeh be-kusoor dil,
par yeh na kehna ki mujhse muhabbat na thi??.....


-----------------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya...............

koi fariyaad tere dil me

Dard ki shama raat bhar jali ho jaise
Gham ki lau dil me kaanp rahi ho jaise

teri ashq bhari aankhen Keh rahi hai
umr e kotaah zamanoN me kati ho jaise

ek muddat se khamosh hai zubaan teri
jhoot ke honth me sachai chhupi ho jaise

patjhad meiN ojhal hue pattoN ki tarah
tere dil mei.N meri ulfat ki kami ho jaise

'aah' dam todti jaati hai teri har dharkan
koi fariyaad tere dil mein dabi ho jaise

udaas sham ki dahliz per sar jhukaa ker
dar e yaar per nigah terii thami ho jaise

mahekti hai yeh hawaa bhi kuchh aise
teri khusboo in fizaooN me ghuli ho jaise

apna hee sayaa dekh kar mehsush huaa
Zindagi bhar tu mere saath rahi ho jaise

dafan seene meiN hai kai raaz "Jubin"
aaj bhi har jazbaat per barf jami ho jaise

khat bhigo raha tha..........

Waqt ki saakh se chand lamheN churaa loon, fir itminaan se khud ko sambhaalooN,, koi to bataaye mujhe is jahaaN men, marz-e-mohabbat ki kaun si davaa loon,, koi nahi milta hai isme sivaa tere, ab tu hi bata dil-e-khangushta ko aur kitna khangalooN,, mohabbat jab hui thi, tab to roka na tune, ab kaise ise duniyaa se chipaa loon,, waqt ki saakh se chand lamheN churaa loon………….




Mohabbat ki maiyyat pe ro raha tha,
Ashqon se tere likhe khat bhigo raha tha….


Haalat-e-ishq dekh ke dang reh gaya,
Mehboob ka daaman jo tang reh gaya.
Jis khusboo ke peeche deewana tha main,
Wo phool hi ab fakat ek rang reh gaya.
Us khusboo ki yaad me kho raha tha,
Ashqon se tere likhe khat bhigo raha tha….


Ashq palkoN ko sajaayeN to kya kareN,
SaaNseN jism ko sataayeN to kya kareN,
AansuoN me baha bhula dete ghum unka,
Gir ke tasveer unki banaayeN to kya kareN….
Un tasveeroN ko kaaNdhe pe dho raha tha,
Ashqon se tere likhe khat bhigo raha tha….


Zakhm, ashq, zillat aur hum,
Rahe saath jaise humdum..
Socha tha thoda aur jee looN,
Par tumne de di apni kasam.
Un kasmoN aur vaadoN pe ro raha tha,
Ashqon se tere likhe khat bhigo raha tha….


Mohabbat ki maiyyat pe ro raha tha,
Ashqon se tere likhe khat bhigo raha tha