once again

its 12:30 in the night .... its calm all around... the atmosphere is all filled with aroma's of the soil after the rains.....
i'm the car with my friend Jay after a drive ...slow music going on...and as usual we're discussing ...about reason for my poems.... the girl....jay also had a war of words with his Ex .... as usual there are no answers to several questions....just past memories .... we head home...and i begin to wonder... my life used to be so easy going before....then as usual i scribble somelines and come up with another set of words which some how again connects with ...........u know......this poem is also in connection with the unanswared question in jay's life.....



Tere aane se pehle humari zindagi me,
teri woh dilkash muskarahat na thi.

Lekin tere jaane ke baad jo aaj hai,
Kam se kam meri ye halat na thi.

Mana Maut se to tab bhi na darte the,
magar is tarah maut ki chahat na thi.

Tune to bhula diya hume humari muflisi pe,
Lekin tujhe bhulaane ki humari haisiyat na thi.

ujaad mujhe jab basa rahi thi apna jahan,
Us waqt kya tere dil me ghabraahat na thi ?.

Tod to diya tune mera yeh be-kusoor dil,
par yeh na kehna ki mujhse muhabbat na thi??.....


-----------------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya...............