Misaal-e-Ishq......

chand lafz pesh hai aapki khidmat.........kuch bikhre hue halaat ke tukde numaya hai is ghazal me.....



tanhaa hai meraa Dil bayaaN kaise karoo
tu mujhko bhulaa ye gumaaN kaise karoo

tamaam shehar ki nazareiN hai meri chaukhat pe
maiN tere ishq ka elaan jaaN kaise karoo

zamaana pyar ki parwaaz ka dushman niklaa
hawayeiN tez hai unchi udaaN kaise karoo

toot ke Dil bikhar gayaa hai kaanch ki tarha
mai is toote hue ghar ko makaaN kaise karoo

tera ahsaan e mohabbat chukaaunga kaise
Qarz karna hai adaa meharbaaN kaise karoo

bad tere pareshani ne mujh ko ghair liaa
ab apni mushiklo'N ko mai aasaaN kaise karoo

hawaa k rukh pe Diya jal raha hai roz-o-shab
misaal-e-ishQ hai meraa bayaaN kaise karoo...................
---------------Ek Simat ta Shoonya-----------

A Special Mention

well.....when we bought the car on ganesh chaturthi
we thought that this year ...ganpati bappa will bless us too by coming to our home as well
but things happened in such a fast pace we couldn't make the arrangements
so my mom and dads wish to make ganpati bappa arrive in style in this epitome of luxury.
so my close friend Jay came to the rescue
he said "visarjan is gadi me hoga "
and bang ....my mom and dad were excited
ke chalo agar bappa isme aa nahi sakte to kam se kam jaa to sakte hai :)
and thats how
the Visarjan was carried out in my car....

Thanks to Jay Desai and family with whom we share an association from around 20-30 years.

with all my excitement
all i can say is "Ganpati bappa morya"
phudchya warshi...aamchya ghari pan ya "

The 3 Pointed Star

years of waiting,tensed,sad moments....Later
what i finally manage to arrange for me ....is nothing but a piece of sheer elegance and luxury
a object of status, as people say the 3 pointed star :)
yes i've bought a car for myself
its been one of my specific searches...
this car drives like a dream and the comfort is unmatched to even the best selling sedans of today
this beauty of mine is in pristine condition and holds insane sentimental value for me being my first MERC ! !
ya dnt be surprised its a Mercedes Benz E250D 1997 Model Fully loaded
attaching pics for you ....see it to believe it

Thanks to Lord Ganesha & mom dad & the makers of Merc :)

For my dear friend ( SAPNA)

she's there in the US...we couldn't even meet...i was out of bombay ...so it wasn't possible to meet before she flew....
so many years have gone by of our friendship ....and i've always troubled her someway or the other...never have i told her how much i love her ...how much i care for her....and now when she is gone...i feel i sudden vaccum in my life....pehle jab wo yahaa thi to ek ehsaas tha ke sapna yahi par hai ..she's just a fone call away .....but nw..................
here is a small poem to tell her everything what i haven't told in so many years........

love

I feel the time is getting close,
when we will have to part.
i'll show that i'll miss you,
with last words from my heart.

We must be dreaming,
for it has gone to fast.
the time we have spent together,
will soon be in our past.

I'll forget this day is coming,
today i stand here.
trying to tell you,
how much i really care.

We'll go our seperate ways,
and i'll make it if i try.
just hold on to our memories,
say never, say goodbye!!!

Ek Simat ta Shoonya.....................................

Halka Halka sa suroor (shona)

Woh raat bhi ajeeb thi, jab dekha ek chehra khwaab mein
Woh ishq tha mera ya ke jaam ka, suroor halka halka

Kya husn tha mere mehboob ka, kya ishq laajawaab
Khuda ne bhi bakhsha hai, use noor halka halka

Na raatein kat ti hain unki, na din ko chain aata hai
Hua toh unko bhi ishq ,hai zaroor halka halka

Ishq ki intehaa ye hai ke ab main sochta hu har pal
Kaise woh hamare ho, hoke majboor halka halka

Na koi janta aur na pehchanta tha hame koi
Unse naam judne se, hua Mashoor halka halka

Dekh ke mera Deewanapan, wo muskurate hain
Husn pe wo mera chaand, hai magroor halka halka

Woh khoye rehte hain khayalo mein, Uljhe se sawaalon mein
Hua unko hai ab ishq, hamse huzoor halka halka

Khamoshi hai ab baato mein, Tanhai meri raato mein
Hame bhulane ka chadha, unhe fitoor halka halka

Na koi milta hai hamse na koi yaad karta hai
Banaya hai yeh unhone, 'Jubin' dastoor halka halka

Khudaya maaf karde tu, jo ki maine koi khata
Kisiko chahna hi mera,hai kasoor halka halka.....................

...........................Ek simat ta Shoonya..............

Shona..........tumhare liye.........

this is for my shona again............


Kisi ke yadooN ka chaaya mujh par khumaar haiN
Ke dil keh raha hai, ho gaya tujhko bhi pyaar haiN

Meri dhadkano me samayi jaa rahi hai woh
Ke ab mere dil par mera bacha na koi ikhtiaar haiN

Na reh paata hu maiN bin uske ek pal ko bhi
kaise kahu bin uske ye zindagi suni haiN,uzaar haiN

Haal-e-dil apna kaheta hoon usko har Ghazal meiN
woh kyun na samjhe apna to yehi lafz-e-izhar haiN

aab furkat mein si lagne lagi hain mujhko zindagi
khuda.... lamha-lamha bad raha ye kaisa intezaar haiN

uff kaisi ajab si halat kar gayi haiN woh dilnashi teri
Ke log keh rahe "Jubin" tu ishQ mein hua bimaar haiN

Subah ko din.........(for Ketki)

well....theres a friend of mine who like the way i write.........
so a short poem dedicated to her ..........written specially for her....ek din bas maine usko aankhen padh li aur ye likh baitha.......

"dhoondhoge to tumhe koi mil bhi jayega..
par humse zyaada tumhe kaun chahega .....
wo dekhega bhale tumhe pyar bhari nazro se ...
par wo aankhen humari kahaan se layega............."

this ones for you Kate Ki.........

luv......Ek Simat ta Shoonya.........


Subha ko din woh hi kehte hai
Jinhe tajurba nahi raat abhi baaki hai.....

Zara faasle se chala karo tum
Saath me koi aur bhi hai.....

Puchhte ho tum jis shakss ka pata
Woh ab is shahar me nahi hai.....

Mod to kitne aaye the raaste me
Kidhar jau yeh batane wala koi nahi hai....

Tum mere maazi ki kitaab ka vark aahista se kholna
Pehle panne par kisi ke aansoon ki boond rakhi hai.....

Khatam kar diya ab maine intezaar karna kisi ka
Mujhe tanahayee me jeene ki aadat si ho gayi hai.....

Aas To ho..........

kabhi-kabhi tere hone ka ehsaas to ho
Ek lamha hi sahi, tu mere paas to ho

na khushi kisi baat ki, na gham se taalluq koi
be-matlab si zindagi, kuch raas to ho

betaabi se dhundha, begaane chehroen me
teri shaql ka dikhe koi, yeh aas to ho

tujhe paane ki hasrat hai aur koi hasrat nahiN
mujhe paane ki tujhe bhi pyaas to ho

yeh kya baat hai ki na pyaar hai na be-zaar hai......